Infinite finity

I believe its about time for me to finally just be honest with my followers and myself. I hadn’t been happy or okay for months, about half a year was spent pretending to be happy to make everyone else smile and make them all believe i was okay…but i wasn’t.  I’m finally learning to smile again, and not fake smile but truly mean it. I don’t know what each and everyone of you has been through, nor will i pretend to completely understand. And i know so many blogs say they’ll be there for their followers but i really mean it, i do. I know how it feels to be lost, hurt, broken, made fun of, insulted, walked out on, to face an injury or a past that you can’t cope with. I know how it feels to have your dreams ripped right out from underneath you. I know how it feels to have a group of 20 people chase you around and make fun of you and hurt you, when those are the people that are suppose to be your friends. but i also know how it feels to smile and laugh, and cry because i laughed so hard. I know how it feels to have a driving passion that nobody can stop. I’m done wearing a facade, i’m done pretending for the better of everyone else. So if anyone is reading this, i promise i’m here for you, i promise i won’t walk out on you. If you ever need someone i’ll be here:) Just as i am, without judging without doubting, just here to listen. So many of you have helped make me smile. I want you all to know the real me, regardless of whether that makes me lose followers or gain them, i’m not after being tumblr famous, i just want to know that in some small way i’ve helped someone, someway. Feel free to message me any time of any day:) 
 Thanks for reading this<3